Now!

Waiting...again...I know that's what this is all about.  The inability to control the elements involved with trying to become a mom.  Whether its going about the good ole natural way, and waiting for things to happen at the right time with the right egg and the right swimmer, or seeking medical assistant through IUI, IVF or FET.  Or even going the adoption route.  Nothing is in our control.  For those that get pregnant quick and easy, there is nothing to learn as far as patience in this world of fertility and motherhood, but for the rest of us... As a TYPE A personality, this is very difficult to accept.  One would think that after a year of this I'd be used to it, accepting of it.  HA!   I am learning it just seems to take time.  I've got help.  My acupuncturist, my RE, my therapist, and now I have someone new in my corner.

During NIAW, National Infertility Awareness Week, I became aware of a woman who helps women find direction and support during this process.  She has already helped me out by recording a visualization for me.  She's trying to help me see the future and get past my mental obstacles and fears.  She has a program that is going to start sometime in the next few weeks that will offer me and other women weekly support in our quest.  I'm so looking forward to it.  Once it begins I'll try to write updates about it.


Its amazing how much better I feel once I take the time to add an entry to this blog.    Thanks for reading.


-Debra