For my Beta test results. Am I pregnant or not. Countdown 3 1/2 hours. How will I handle the answer? Either answer. If its yes, then I need to wrap my around it and get myself prepared for each week and each ultrasound and not going crazy that this could be the week that it stops growing. Week 8 would be my current goal, if I'm pregnant. Just getting farther than I did last time will be my first goal. IF I'M NOT pregant, than I have to start dealing with the emotional cliff that I will inevitable fall off of later today and try to climb back up sometime this weekend. I'll email my Dr and ask him whats next and how soon and when do I get to try again. That's my protocol...what's next!!!!!!????? That's how I survive the disappointment. Keep the train moving!!!! Push Forward!!!!! That's just what I do.
I'll update later or not (if its not good news) But I will update with what's next once I know.
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