Thursday, November 21, 2013

here we go again!

So...next FET is sometime around December 4th.  I haven't tried since July.   Had my surgery to remove scar tissue in September and went through a mock transfer with an endometrial biopsy last week, and the news was great!  Everything looks good and so now I get to dig into the 9 waiting embryos.

At the same time, sort of, I preparing for Foster to Adopt.  I've taken the training classes and had my LiveScan (fingerprinting) done on me and my dad.  Since I still plan on moving in with my sister she needs that as well.  All four of us (mom included) are going to take CPR and First Aid classes and then I can start the Home Study.  3 Visits for that and then I'm on the list!  Of course I'm hoping for a BFP before that but am planning on completing the Home Study since it will be keep me certified for 3 years after completion.  That way I can be put on the list for a little brother or sister in 2 years.

I'm having lots of good dreams and visions lately, and they had disappeared for awhile.  I can see myself with my child.  I'm even seeing myself pregnant which hasn't happened in a while.  I'm glad to be moving forward both biologically and adopting.  I KNOW that I will be a mom in the next year and half.  HOW?  who knows, but its so close I can smell it!